Well, here I am again. Here to say AF started this morning 2 days early. Had a 32 day cycle this time. So far I've had 26, 34 now 32. Interesting. Well, like I've said in the past, I'm just glad I'm on a normalish cycle again. This will be my 4th period in a row. That's the most since I don't remember when. That feels good. I know it's crazy that I'm happy my period started. But, I would be way depressed if I didn't have one and I wasn't pregnant. Bigger deal. I've had a couple weird dreams the past couple of nights. I had my first pregnancy dream on Saturday night! I gave birth to a girl and was holding her in my arms. She had 1 blue eye and 1 green eye. She was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. And it was part of me. Never had a dream like that before and it definitely put a different perspective on everything. Trying to get pregnant is hard and I now once I see our beautiful baby, it will all be worth it.
Last night, I had a dream about my Granny. Been thinking about her lately. Wishing she was still here at times. In my dream, I was sitting on the couch and a bunch of my family started walking up our walkway and knocked on the door. They all came in and were so happy and my Granny was there. It was like she has been here this whole time. I gave her a hug and she liked where I hung up one of wedding pictures on the wall. And that was the end of my dream. I know she is still watching over me. I miss her so much.
Anyways, one to the next cycle!! Will be trying some new things this time so we shall see! KMFX!!
Until next time,
MJ :)
