3rd time around...Wooowwwwww

Yes, you are seeing that correctly...I am pregnant again! And I'm not too thrilled about it. I'm so scared and just don't know what to think about this. I had my mind set for getting the surgery done and thought there is no way Hubs and I are going to get pregnant. Well, I was wrong. My bb's started hurting on Sunday and didn't think much of it beside the fact that they should have been hurting awhile ago. Then on Monday, they kept hurting and I thought weird. So, I woke up on Tuesday and thought maybe I should take a pregnancy test. Well, here it is. And I'm just not positive about it of course. I'm scared I'm going to miscarry again and probably will. I have my first doc appt with my primary care doc just to get ANOTHER referral to my OB doc. So annoying how HMO's work. I'm thinking I'm about 5 weeks 4 days right now if I go off when I think I ovulated. So who knows. It doesn't really matter. Just expecting to see blood again at the 6w3d mark and look at the ultrasound and not see a baby again. 

Well, I will update when I go for my OB appt or when I will be bleeding. Trying to keep the faith but it's so so hard.

xoxo
Megan J

Time to get the surgery done

So, I went in on Monday to visit the doctor for my uterine septum removal surgery. I'm ready to get this done and move on. They go inside my uterus with a camera (hysteroscopy) and remove the septum part. I'm in and out in a day and it's a couple days of recovery. We have to wait for 3 cycles to start TTC again (more waiting what else is new) and I will need to have an HSG done afterwards to make sure the uterus looks good. Once I start AF, then we can get the surgery scheduled (need to take bcp's first to thin the lining of my uterus first).

And since the last time I wrote, I ended up miscarrying everything at home and didn't need to have a another d&c done thankfully. 

So, on to the next thing and hoping this is the answer for us. I will update once I know more about the surgery date.
xoxo
Megan J