So, last time I wrote, I was expecting to see AF on 3/13. Well she never showed up. But, I knew that I never ovulated. No BB pain, none of my normal symptoms I get after I O. Well, the 13th came and went and of course, stupid me, I took a PG test and what do you know? Negative. Of course it is. So, now it's a week later and still no signs of O, no signs of AF and of course no signs of being pregnant. WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING DIFFICULT???? I'm so frustrated with my body right now. Why is this happening? Why can't I just fucking ovulate like a normal person every month and just get pregnant already???? At this point, I don't even want to have sex anymore. I feel so bad but DH feels exactly the same way. We both don't get it and are super frustrated and just absolutely FED UP!! I've taken a couple OPK tests and of course negative. I've had EWCM though for like 3 weeks!!!!!!!! But it doesn't matter seeing as how I can't fucking ovulate!!!
I'm just so angry, frustrated, and absolutely at the breaking point of TTC. I just feel lately that it's just probably not going to happen for us. We aren't lucky. We don't have it easy. And it just plain fucking sucks!!
I'm done. I don't know how much more I can take of this shit.
Friday, March 21, 2014
Thursday, March 6, 2014
More updates
Okay well I have some new updates....
Since the last time I wrote, I got the blood work done and it all came back normal. Then, I got my well woman exam done and met with my new OB. She was very nice and I sat in her office and went over my history and what the next steps are. She told me I will need to get an HSG test done and Hubs will need to get another SA test done since the last one was in November it might have changed since then. Well woman exam came back normal which is always nice.
So, last week, Dr.'s office called and said that my insurace does not cover anything infertility which I figured would be the case. So, I found out from the imaging center that the HSG test is $610 for cash patients and the SA test is $265. YIKES!! Definitely a bit of a let down. Another road block to put up in our way. GRRRR....
So, I did find out my credit card company is offering 0% interest for 9 months so I think that will be the way to go for paying for these 2 tests. It's so DAMN expensive!! I hate that most HMO insurance companies don't cover infertility. It's ridiculous. And NOT FAIR!!
Anyways, so right now, I'm thinking I'm about 7dpo but the weird thing is that normally after I ovulate, I get really sore BBs and start breaking out everywhere. But right now none of that is happening. BB's don't hurt at all and no acne. I'm thinking I probably didn't ovulate yet and it's one of those weird cycles for me again. Grrrr. Plus, I'm sick right now too so I'm thinking that's throwing it off too. Well I guess we will find out for sure next week when AF is due. Kind of up in the air right now. Story of my life.
So, as for the HSG test, they want me to get it done on CD9 and CD1 should be next Thursday so pretty quick! Maybe that will be the answer that we need to get pregnant?!?! Please!
I will update after that!
Megan J
xoxo
Since the last time I wrote, I got the blood work done and it all came back normal. Then, I got my well woman exam done and met with my new OB. She was very nice and I sat in her office and went over my history and what the next steps are. She told me I will need to get an HSG test done and Hubs will need to get another SA test done since the last one was in November it might have changed since then. Well woman exam came back normal which is always nice.
So, last week, Dr.'s office called and said that my insurace does not cover anything infertility which I figured would be the case. So, I found out from the imaging center that the HSG test is $610 for cash patients and the SA test is $265. YIKES!! Definitely a bit of a let down. Another road block to put up in our way. GRRRR....
So, I did find out my credit card company is offering 0% interest for 9 months so I think that will be the way to go for paying for these 2 tests. It's so DAMN expensive!! I hate that most HMO insurance companies don't cover infertility. It's ridiculous. And NOT FAIR!!
Anyways, so right now, I'm thinking I'm about 7dpo but the weird thing is that normally after I ovulate, I get really sore BBs and start breaking out everywhere. But right now none of that is happening. BB's don't hurt at all and no acne. I'm thinking I probably didn't ovulate yet and it's one of those weird cycles for me again. Grrrr. Plus, I'm sick right now too so I'm thinking that's throwing it off too. Well I guess we will find out for sure next week when AF is due. Kind of up in the air right now. Story of my life.
So, as for the HSG test, they want me to get it done on CD9 and CD1 should be next Thursday so pretty quick! Maybe that will be the answer that we need to get pregnant?!?! Please!
I will update after that!
Megan J
xoxo
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