Yes, you are seeing that correctly...I am pregnant again! And I'm not too thrilled about it. I'm so scared and just don't know what to think about this. I had my mind set for getting the surgery done and thought there is no way Hubs and I are going to get pregnant. Well, I was wrong. My bb's started hurting on Sunday and didn't think much of it beside the fact that they should have been hurting awhile ago. Then on Monday, they kept hurting and I thought weird. So, I woke up on Tuesday and thought maybe I should take a pregnancy test. Well, here it is. And I'm just not positive about it of course. I'm scared I'm going to miscarry again and probably will. I have my first doc appt with my primary care doc just to get ANOTHER referral to my OB doc. So annoying how HMO's work. I'm thinking I'm about 5 weeks 4 days right now if I go off when I think I ovulated. So who knows. It doesn't really matter. Just expecting to see blood again at the 6w3d mark and look at the ultrasound and not see a baby again.
Well, I will update when I go for my OB appt or when I will be bleeding. Trying to keep the faith but it's so so hard.
xoxo
Megan J
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